2003-03-26 - 1:03 a.m.
I was up and in the shower by 6 so we could be on the road by 7. I woke him up when I got up, but when I came out of the shower, he had gone back to sleep. So that was the beginning of a very unpleasant trip back. I was supposed to stop at Target so he could get the new Linkin Park cd that was out on Tuesday, but I forgot and turned to get on the interstate. The trip back was a nightmare. He was being rude and irritating, and he wouldn’t keep me awake. And I’m sorry, but if I’ve been driving for 13 hours, I’m getting just a little sleepy. So I turned the radio on full blast and occasionally rolled the window down to let the air hit my face. I was going to stop in Champagne and go to Target, but he was being unpleasant, and I was tired, so I said fuck it. We stopped and filled the car up in Gilman, and then I was so happy to be back that I managed to keep myself awake the rest of the trip. He wanted to divide everything up when we got to my house, and I said hell no, I’m tired and want to sleep, and he said he’d call in a few days. We actually made it home around 10.45. From there, I tried to bond with my kitties who missed me horribly and my dog that was going nuts cuz she missed me the most. I checked my email, and what a surprise. My 0 friends had emailed me as many times. I feel so loved.
Thinking - “Who said you can never go home again?”
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