2003-04-13 - 1:35 a.m.

I didn’t close tonight. But I pissed around until Jami got off work so we could go to Express. ;o) Then I bought Rowena a shake from McDonald’s and went back to give it to her.

Before work I went to Eagle. I finally broke down and bought the stuff to make chicken sandwiches with so I wouldn’t have to bother with it at work. I thought about getting soup, but once again, nasty soup. So irritating.

I talked to Jake. He said he’d love to be my date. We’re going to see Rowena come out. Now all I have to do is make sure he pencils me in and that I get my rsvp in tomorrow or Monday.

My fingers are swelling to blimp-size. And turning ugly patchy red. It kind of looks like sunburn, but that would be retarded because I don’t *do* sun.

Thinking - “Have you ever felt so completely consumed by a feeling for someone that you couldn't breathe?”

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