2003-04-29 - 1:45 a.m.

I closed tonight. Tomorrow, I work in the morning. I only had one bit of rage tonight, and I didn’t even say anything to the person. It’s hard to tell people that you feel taken advantage of when the other people don’t take you seriously and would just brush it off as an emotional outburst. But whatever, right? I just work here.

Tomorrow, I’m going to work from 10-2ish, and then I’m going to come home and finish cleaning my room. I have to. I said I’d have it cleaned by my birthday, and I’ll be damned, I will have it clean.

After that, around 6 or 7ish, Rowena and I are going to go out and about. Maybe we’ll sit in the parking lot and talk about helping the cart boy move the carts. I have such a sad life.

Thinking - "The hardest thing in this world... is to live in it."

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