2003-07-19 - 8:03 p.m.
So, let’s see… I haven’t updated in awhile. You’d think something was going on. Um, I’ve been working a lot. My mom’s been a great big bitch to me, so yeah, been really appreciating that. I have no social life, but that’s okay, because if I did, I wouldn’t have anyone to do anything with. Cuz I’m super-cool like that. I’m in an I hate everything mood because I just am.
I suppose I should have updated when I felt a little better as well. I’ve been sick for about two months, and I’m getting really fucking tired of taking medications and wasting time and money at the doctor’s office for stuff that doesn’t work.
I’ve decided when I’m going to put my notice in for Monical’s, and I’ve already got it in at Viskase. So I’m only happy about that, I suppose. The end of an era is about to be complete.
Thinking - “Then I'll look in the mirror, or at reflections in the windows, and I won't even be able to recognize myself. Or worse, I won't see anything worth recognizing.”
the past has left its stain, now i feel the shame - 2005-02-14
nothing hurts when no one's real - 2004-12-02
and it's been awhile since i can say i love myself as well - 2004-11-10
i'm reminiscing, and i'm missing my past - 2004-08-29
i feel like i'm no good without you - 2004-07-24

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