2003-10-28 - 10:09 p.m.

Ha! I'm not dead. Just busy with the studying and all that. I'm taking a break from studying for my government test to update here. I tried to study, but the diary was just calling to me, so I answered.

I'm not sure I have too much to say, other than I've been super busy trying to keep the multi-million dollar scholarship for school. Yeah. And I miss my cats. Other than that, it hasn't been too bad. Mom's been sending me bunches of mail/care packages, so I feel loved. She sent me pictures of all the babies back home, so I'm displaying them on my desk and miss them every chance I get. She also was just up here yesterday morning and brought me my Furby. Furby is really annoying, so I think I'm going to bust him out tomorrow morning when I get up at 6am. Cuz he wakes up and says, "Cockadoodle-doo!" Like that won't wake up the neighbors. But then again, it's currently past hours, and they're all being stupid retarded asshole cocks and being very loud. I should invest in some really shitty windchimes for my door handle, since my bell obviously isn't cutting it anymore.

My head is just bouncing around with thoughts, so don't mind the incoherency and no particular order of the entry. I'm hungry for Chinese food, but I just ate heated up ravioli, courtesy of the Chef. I'm listening to another one of my retarded playlists, including both Jewel and Hakuna Matata. Mock me if you must, but at least I'm okay with my manhood. Or whatever.

I have about 8 cases of pop in my room. It's totally bizarro. I only have a few hours until my big government test, and then I have a cult and civ test on Thursday, and I have to do some reading and notes for class later Thursday. I'm probably going to end up pulling an all-nighter tomorrow night, simply because I can't seem to concentrate long enough to get anything worthwhile done around here. My room is a mess, it's usually cold, and it's starting to get a smell. And I don't know where this smell is coming from, since I don't have any hidden old laundry, nor do I have any food containers that haven't been washed properly and even returned back home.

I'm going to ISU and EIU for mock trial here pretty soon. I'm kind of confused about the whole process, but I know I need to learn a role for one of them, so I should get cracking on that this weekend too. I have so much stuff to do, why can't I concentrate on anything?

Thinking - "The lesson, as always, is that I'm a moron."

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