2003-11-18 - 10:10 p.m.

So…yeah, it’s been awhile. Things are busy busy busy right now, with finals looming in the distance, signing up for spring classes, and needing to go home being constant. Kind of worried about my scholarship, because I don’t think I’m doing as well as I need to be. So that’s kind of shitty too. I broke my alarm clock this morning. Fucking hell. It still works, but not the snooze button. Which is the best button on the whole damn clock. Go figure. So anyways…

Been mocking it also. It’s not as much fun as it should be in order to keep me here next year, but I guess I just have to keep my chin up and gut it out. A tight group of elitists. What more could a girl like me ask for? They called me at eight tonight, informing me that our team meetings were now on Tuesdays (tonight) at 7.45. Yeah. And then when I got there, I learned that I have two roles to learn for Saturday’s Elite Eight. Joyous. I get to be the whore and the old man. What a difference!

In other news…I have three papers to finish this week, so it’s going to be crazy from here on out. I’m going to see the play on Friday night (I think), and Saturday’s competition. I’m kind of looking forward to Sunday’s day of rest. I also don’t have ICE on Monday, so that’s another good thing too. Next week is the short week because of Thanksgiving, then it’s finals and finals prep after that.

I should run and start working on my papers now, though I’ve saved out all evening tomorrow to complete them. Oh well. I’m being an overachiever this week.

Thinking – "You gave him your life, and it still wasn’t enough."

 

 

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