2004-01-01 - 12:56 a.m.
So, it’s a new year. See, I’m thinking, this is kind of dumb. I don’t ever feel any different than any other night I stay up past midnight. So, one night, every month, I’m proposing a super party to celebrate midnight. I will host, and I will bake. It’s going to be at a super-secret location by invitation only. So start checking your mail!
Well, I did very well in my classes first semester, not too surprising to those that know I didn’t do anything but go to class… 3.76, go me! So far, no celebration from the home front. I’m expecting to be showered in gifts and candies any day now…
Met up with Anna as well, much earlier before the holidays. I gifted her with Chanukkah presents, and she received her first dreidel. She was very amusing, and we ate most delicious Chinese food. Mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm. I have such a craving for egg rolls. I’m addicted.
I talked to Jake today. He was much much much help to me for advice and all that namby pamby shtuff. He’s good about that. He’s also apparently going to uiuc, which surprised me, because I thought he was Chicago bound. I’m so out of the loop.
I have so much to do when I get back to school. I’m so nervous. Have this thing going on, and I’m not looking forward to it. Mock trial…ugh.
Thinking - “Have you ever felt so completely consumed by a feeling for someone that you couldn’t breathe? That the time together is so passionate and consuming that you felt physical pain when they would leave?”
the past has left its stain, now i feel the shame - 2005-02-14
nothing hurts when no one's real - 2004-12-02
and it's been awhile since i can say i love myself as well - 2004-11-10
i'm reminiscing, and i'm missing my past - 2004-08-29
i feel like i'm no good without you - 2004-07-24

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