2004-03-31 - 10:22 p.m.

So...I'm avoiding packing for this weekend. I really should get started and go to bed. Long long loooooooooooooooooong day tomorrow in the car, about 5 hours worth. National's is finally here. Hmm... I'm kind of looking forward to next year in all of it's newness and that crap. You know what I'm saying. Not really looking forward to the bullshit, but I think I can like trial more than the people sucking make me want to quit. I just hope nothing goes as wrong as it did this year next year, or else I'm going to end up quitting school, something I really can't afford to do.

I went home last weekend, went to see my MOMMY! It was her birfday, and I made her a mix cd (which didn't play, but then she burned it to another disc, and it played just fine, go figure), a McDonald's Hello Kitty keychain, recycled her flowerpot that she gave me back to her (she wanted it), bought her dinner at the Olive Garden, and sent her a dollar in a birfday card via usps. On Friday, I drove home, and we went to Kankakee for dinner and came back home. Then on Saturday, I had a trial, so we went up to Kankakee in the morning, ate breakfast, went to school, trial until about 9.30, then we went to the Olive Garden before coming home. Then on Sunday morning, we went to breakfast in Kankakee, then back home, then I came back up to school Sunday afternoon. That's about 500 miles of travel for little ole me.

Next week is easter break, passover for some of us, though they'd never admit it at a catholic school. Crazy bastards. But I'm home Wednesday afternoon, Thursday, Friday, Saturday, Sunday, Monday, and I come back up Tuesday evening. Nice long break for me. Yay! Hopefully, me and the mom will get to go to the candy store and get some fishes, I've been craving them really bad. And hopefully, HOPEFULLY, we'll get to go to Merrilville. Haven't been there in ages, and I'm in desperate need of some out of town funness like that. I'd also like to go to a show, but I won't push it for now. The weekend after that, I dunno, and then, two weeks after that IT'S MY BIRFDAY!!!!!!!!!!! Then that week, I have finals, and then I'm coming home!!!!!!

My fish is still alive, he's at home for the next couple of weeks while I'm gone, since I can't fee him, and it wouldn't be right to leave him here without food for five whole days. He's starting to grow on my mom, who was originally freaked out by his weird behaviour, but has since grown to like him and his quirks. She changed his water on Monday, and she's going to change it again tomorrow. He doesn't like his water being changed, however, and he then bitches her out for doing so. He's quite the character.

Well, I figured I should give an update before I leave for awhile. Still not as good as I should be, but who's counting, right?

Thinking - "There's always a door you do not want to open, or a place you don't wanna go, or a question you don't wanna answer, or one word...that you just don't wanna hear because if you do, you know you'll never be the same."

 

 

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the past has left its stain, now i feel the shame - 2005-02-14

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and it's been awhile since i can say i love myself as well - 2004-11-10

i'm reminiscing, and i'm missing my past - 2004-08-29

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