2004-05-01 - 8:07 p.m.

So today is/was my birthday. Happy day to me. My mom just dropped me back off at school. I didn't think it would suck that much, but it really does. Probably just my hormones talking.

Anyway, she came and picked me up yesterday after my classes, then we ate dinner and went home. I shaved my legs and went to bed. Got up this morning and had presents and then left for Kankakee. We ate breakfast and went to the mall. I clearance shopped my way through a few cool skirts that make me look like a girl while still being fat. Then we proceeded to Matteson to another of the same store to find a matching top for one of the skirts, which I did. Also tried on a *really* awesome cherry dress. It was sooooooo adorable on me. Damn me not being able to have strapless bras and it being white, otherwise, I'd be the proud owner of a cherry dress (finally). Also went to Claire's and got lots of accessories and stuff for Amanda redlined. And 5 more charms.

We then went to Bennigan's for an early dinner, and followed up with a trip to Meijer. It was okay. Got a slushee/icee thing, not too bad. Then went back to school and sorted through the new stuff, see what was staying and what was going home tonight. Most everything went home, save for a new outfit or two. Then mommy left, and so ended the happy birthday.

Thinking - "Do you know what the scariest thing is? To not know your place in this world. To not, know why you're here."

 

 

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the past has left its stain, now i feel the shame - 2005-02-14

nothing hurts when no one's real - 2004-12-02

and it's been awhile since i can say i love myself as well - 2004-11-10

i'm reminiscing, and i'm missing my past - 2004-08-29

i feel like i'm no good without you - 2004-07-24






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