2004-05-05 - 9:45 p.m.

So, tonight is my last night in my dorm room until the fall semester. Yeah, so that's next school year to all you crazy folk. Yep, I did it! I made it through an entire year of college. And I have reason to believe it could only get better than this. I will give the following reasons.

Reason one, the closest being in my life died this year, specifically this semester, so my heart can't break more than that. Also am surviving the lack of talking to by the (ex?)non-boyfriend. While I didn't expect for it to hurt this much, I also had expected that since I don't believe anything had actually been established, that it would be easier to fade away. I'm also going to have a job in the fall, which should make my time go alot more quickly than it did this year.

So that's why this year sucked, and why it should get better for next year.

Now, to address my darling Matthew's attempt at baking me cookies. AWWW!!! First of all, THANK YOU! You're such a sweetheart. Any boy that attempts to bake is a genius. No more tooting your horn, it'll go to your head. But as far as this 6 cookies out of a batch of cookie dough that was supposed to produce 22 cookies...while I haven't actually seen them yet...no tablespoon on the continent is big enough to explain only 6 cookies. Maybe an ice cream scoop, but certainly not a tablespoon. If I made cookies using a Matthew tablespoon full of, let's say, salt, you would spit them out and say, DAYUM! But like I said, I haven't seen them yet, and I'm sure they're most delicious anyway. Just trying to clear up this whole nonsense about a tablespoon.

Tomorrow, me and mommy are going to clean out my room and go home! On the way home, however, we are going to party! Going to do lots of damage at the malls so I can pretend like I had a decent birthday.

But other than that, no new updates. Am REALLY tired. Tried to take a nap, but it's kinda loud, with all the moving out and end of finals and all. That's okay. I'm moving out tomorrow at like 10 in the morning. :o) Oh, started new meds, and took myself off of them. Made me SO sick, couldn't hardly read or write...and during finals week? It sucked so bad! So I took myself off of them within two days of starting them, not good, but I figured, if I have to drive home, I'm going to be a safe driver and know how to read!

Thinking - "I know that a life without love is no life at all."

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